i dont even know

im only doing this for kelly right now
all i have to say is today totally sucked

Tuesday-9-15-09

Today was an ok day, it was better than yesterday.

1st hour we had Sarge. and she was a total bitch

the rest went ok till lunch then it all went to hell, i got fucked with all damn day.

the thing that pissed me off the most must have been 8th hour though cause Justin once again decided he had to mess with me and i told him to keep his pants on for just one day until he got home at least and he looked at me and said that he was going to get "bare-ass naked and let his balls be saggin and waving in the wind. he is such an ass.

and then there is the stupid guys that continue to call me shit like "wet-back" "spick" all kinds of racist shit and im so damn close to just flipping the fuck out on all of them it aint even funny..

well i got to go i got to work tonight till like 8 so ill be back then

ttyl

ill leave you with "the greatest challenge in life is to love and be loved in return"and"live life like tomorrow is the last day and have no regrets"

OK FINALLY BACK

ok here is whats happened

over the summer my parents let me go out with the guys ALOT i was like never home i was always with ethan(Ethan Foster)....

i had kick ass partys but the best one was prolly the one that i had on August 7th loland there is more than one reason for that lol

1. it was great we had a campout
2. travis was stupid
3. that is the night things between me and joe started

On the 8th he asked me of mom and dad would care if we started dateing(while in the car on our way to the drag races) and i told him prolly not but i wouldnt care either way....then as we were almost there i asked him if we were going to go out and he said he wanted to if i wanted to and i said yes..

Joseph Warren and I have been together 1month 1week and 2days

he said i love you on the 13th of august while we were at a friends house, and he gave me his class ring a few weeks ago

it feels like we have been together for much longer than that

school started and it kinda sucked but then we got to the carlinville turney for soccer and i had a blast ya i almost got into at least 3 fights but i still loved it...Joe came and watched me play all 4 games he is the first guy to ever come(want to come) and watch me play

saturday of the turney he took me to his moms and i got to finally meet her and his sister kayla, kelly was there too but i had already met her...

i have had fun with my classes so far besides some days in 8th hour because of the guys in there, they take it upon themselves to make my life hell....Ryan Mcdonald was kinda flirting with me one day and joe foundout and got one of his friends to get ahold of ryan (it was one of the sweetest things anyone has ever done for me). Today as well as otherdays but today was the worst Justin Beavers was pissing me the hell right off by him attempting to take off his pants right in front of me and kept trying to get my attention and sayn shit like ya u want this dont you and oh what you want me to show you cause i will ill whip it out right here right now(yesterday he asked me he could stick his balls in my mouth) what kinda jackass is he i can not believe him.....I am so pissed at him right now one of these days ima flip the fuck out all over him and he wont know what to do

idk anymore home life is not the best and going to school to get away aint helping cause it just adds to it...i wish joe was in town cause then i could go do something with him and get my mind off this shit but he is still at his moms. I cant talk to him right now really cause he has no phone at the moment so its kinda hard but when i do talk to him its a lil better.

well that is all i got to say for now and what ima leave you with is 'live life to the fullest with no regrets" and "the greatest thing youll ever learn is to love someone and be loved in return"