Thursday

Hey sorry i havent gotten to write nuttn on here lately well here is the run down....
I have had soccer games every day this week and it has beel fun.......

Monday we played Waterloo_J.V (lost but whats new) well that was also senior night.....I was trying to hide my hickies(that i got saturday) monday (why i dont know there was no need really caues everyone found out any way) and i couldnt during the game so i was gettn shit a lil bit from the gurl cause they all know that me and trent are together so ya. Mr.Simms made a joke out of it he came up to me and said "hey i thought only seniors were spose to go on college visits" i said "what college visits?" he said ya well where did you go Hickie college?!?!" i laughed my ass off it was great, even the girls on the feild were laughing(BOTH TEAMS), the benches were too(BOTH TEAMS) it was great. Trent was at that game and he was messn wit me too. The one person who shouldnt be cause he did it was makeing fun of me , it was cute though : )

Tuesday was a freshman game and we played Triad(J.V played Galispie that night we didnt get to go cause of the freshman thing they won though along with V) and we lost 13 to 0

Wednessday we played Triad_J.V and wel lost (only 3 to 0 though) we did much better than V. though cause they lost 12 to 0 .

Today we were spose to play C.M(Bethalto) but almost an their everybody quit so we didnt get to (they only have 15 girls TOTAL.
so ya

Well today is a good day. I was ivnited to a prom after-party and i aint even go'n to prom so i am like really happy. Like all my friends want me to go to prom but i would have to be invited by a J.R or a S.R ((and i wasnt)kinda sucks cause i kinda wanted to go but Trent didnt ask me to go with him so too bad)(plus tickets stoped selling Wednessday anyway, i could have paid for my own ticket too but too bad) Well I aint saying that i am mad/sad that he didnt ask me(it would have been AWESOME) but you know it's just that it kinda makes me feel that he is like ashamed or embarassed of me(he dont tell anyone we are together and when they ask him he denies it)(not that thats a bad thing cause it really aint anyones buisness) and i already have low self esteam and that dont help nuttn. All my friends that are going out with a J.R or a S.R are going and so is Trent (with friends) and i would have kinda liked to go but you know what i dont really care cause i already have been told that i am going next year so (even if i dont nest year i got my JR and SR yr's to go). Back to what i was trying to say though i feel special cause Levi invited me to the after-party and only people that are going to prom are going (dont know if i am gonna go or not yet) so ya....

Well thats all i got for you right now so all'z i gots to say is live life to the fullest and dont have any regrets. g2g ttfn ttyl LYL : )