OMG
THEY BROKE UP
Ok here is the back story
well you all know me and Trent broke up... well he started going out with Erica P. after that and evdidently he caled her too much cause she broke up with him today................. I feel so bad for Trent..... he is 'pissed' bout it and prolly at me cause i said something and he took it the wrong way, but you know what i dont really care cause he did take it out of context
well today was an ok day i mean TWO DAYS COUNTING TODAY LEFT (for me at least)
I WILL MISS YOU GUYS
KELLY, ALY J, GEENA(HAVE FUN IN MICHIGAN AND THEN IN CALI), CASSIE, AMANDA, WHITNEY(HAVE FUM MOVEING), DAKOTA, LACEY, TROY, SHANNON, JAMIE, STEPH, KOURTNEE, BRITTANY W, BRITTANY C, BRITTANY B, CATHY, AND MANY MORE
ILL SEE SOME OF YOU OVER THE SUMMER THOUGH
LY
well g2g ttfn ttyl and i gots to say 2 things today they are live life to the fullest with no regrets, and dont let people who dont matter get you down.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Friday, May 15, 2009
Friday
Hey sorry i havent been on here in a while i have had some issues as you read last time
Well here is the run down
Monday was the last J.V game vs Maschoutah and we lost it was a good game though. I found out on the bus on the way to the game that trent was talking to people at prom bout breaking up with me cause (according to him) i was looking for a long trem thing and he wasnt and it wasnt going to work out that way. My whole thing is that i see a relationship as if it lasts long term thats great; you can spend a long time together as long as you both are happy; and if it dosent last long term that ok too; cause then you have the rest of your life to find that one person that you want to spend the rest of your life with. The thing is he told me it was going to be a long term thing and he wanted to make dure i was ok with that i said ya thats fine by me it was him not me
Tuesday we had practice it sucked
Wednesday we had the last Freshman game it was great we lost but i almost got into a fight in the middle of the game and the feild it was so fun
Thursday was ok i guess we went to D-land with soccer for practice (we had an eating icecream practice) then i went shopping for my party
Today is my party and i am still sittn here at school bored off my ass and this totally sucks although mom is comming to get me next hour so im all good i guess.
well i g2g time to ho back to the room allz i gotz to say is live life to the fullest and regret nothing
Well here is the run down
Monday was the last J.V game vs Maschoutah and we lost it was a good game though. I found out on the bus on the way to the game that trent was talking to people at prom bout breaking up with me cause (according to him) i was looking for a long trem thing and he wasnt and it wasnt going to work out that way. My whole thing is that i see a relationship as if it lasts long term thats great; you can spend a long time together as long as you both are happy; and if it dosent last long term that ok too; cause then you have the rest of your life to find that one person that you want to spend the rest of your life with. The thing is he told me it was going to be a long term thing and he wanted to make dure i was ok with that i said ya thats fine by me it was him not me
Tuesday we had practice it sucked
Wednesday we had the last Freshman game it was great we lost but i almost got into a fight in the middle of the game and the feild it was so fun
Thursday was ok i guess we went to D-land with soccer for practice (we had an eating icecream practice) then i went shopping for my party
Today is my party and i am still sittn here at school bored off my ass and this totally sucks although mom is comming to get me next hour so im all good i guess.
well i g2g time to ho back to the room allz i gotz to say is live life to the fullest and regret nothing
Sunday, May 10, 2009
DEPRESSED / PISSED
when i got home today i had a message from trent saying (sadly i think) that he dosent think that we should go out anymore he was sorry and to give him a call when i got home and we could talk about it
i had a bad feeling all yesterday that something like this was going to happen that is why i called him yesterday and was going to remind him not to do any thing he would regret (mabey he didnt mabey he did WHO KNOWS)
i am like so depressed cause he made me open myself back up and i knew i shouldnt but i couldnt help it. ONCE AGAIN i am left out to dry and i dont doubt that my heart is about to get re-broken
i have NO IDEA how i am gonna get through this one.....i need help if you guys read this before tomorrow please call me you have my number if not dont bother
well i g2g i cant talk bout it anymore till i know the whole story.
i had a bad feeling all yesterday that something like this was going to happen that is why i called him yesterday and was going to remind him not to do any thing he would regret (mabey he didnt mabey he did WHO KNOWS)
i am like so depressed cause he made me open myself back up and i knew i shouldnt but i couldnt help it. ONCE AGAIN i am left out to dry and i dont doubt that my heart is about to get re-broken
i have NO IDEA how i am gonna get through this one.....i need help if you guys read this before tomorrow please call me you have my number if not dont bother
well i g2g i cant talk bout it anymore till i know the whole story.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Thursday
Hey sorry i havent gotten to write nuttn on here lately well here is the run down....
I have had soccer games every day this week and it has beel fun.......
Monday we played Waterloo_J.V (lost but whats new) well that was also senior night.....I was trying to hide my hickies(that i got saturday) monday (why i dont know there was no need really caues everyone found out any way) and i couldnt during the game so i was gettn shit a lil bit from the gurl cause they all know that me and trent are together so ya. Mr.Simms made a joke out of it he came up to me and said "hey i thought only seniors were spose to go on college visits" i said "what college visits?" he said ya well where did you go Hickie college?!?!" i laughed my ass off it was great, even the girls on the feild were laughing(BOTH TEAMS), the benches were too(BOTH TEAMS) it was great. Trent was at that game and he was messn wit me too. The one person who shouldnt be cause he did it was makeing fun of me , it was cute though : )
Tuesday was a freshman game and we played Triad(J.V played Galispie that night we didnt get to go cause of the freshman thing they won though along with V) and we lost 13 to 0
Wednessday we played Triad_J.V and wel lost (only 3 to 0 though) we did much better than V. though cause they lost 12 to 0 .
Today we were spose to play C.M(Bethalto) but almost an their everybody quit so we didnt get to (they only have 15 girls TOTAL.
so ya
Well today is a good day. I was ivnited to a prom after-party and i aint even go'n to prom so i am like really happy. Like all my friends want me to go to prom but i would have to be invited by a J.R or a S.R ((and i wasnt)kinda sucks cause i kinda wanted to go but Trent didnt ask me to go with him so too bad)(plus tickets stoped selling Wednessday anyway, i could have paid for my own ticket too but too bad) Well I aint saying that i am mad/sad that he didnt ask me(it would have been AWESOME) but you know it's just that it kinda makes me feel that he is like ashamed or embarassed of me(he dont tell anyone we are together and when they ask him he denies it)(not that thats a bad thing cause it really aint anyones buisness) and i already have low self esteam and that dont help nuttn. All my friends that are going out with a J.R or a S.R are going and so is Trent (with friends) and i would have kinda liked to go but you know what i dont really care cause i already have been told that i am going next year so (even if i dont nest year i got my JR and SR yr's to go). Back to what i was trying to say though i feel special cause Levi invited me to the after-party and only people that are going to prom are going (dont know if i am gonna go or not yet) so ya....
Well thats all i got for you right now so all'z i gots to say is live life to the fullest and dont have any regrets. g2g ttfn ttyl LYL : )
I have had soccer games every day this week and it has beel fun.......
Monday we played Waterloo_J.V (lost but whats new) well that was also senior night.....I was trying to hide my hickies(that i got saturday) monday (why i dont know there was no need really caues everyone found out any way) and i couldnt during the game so i was gettn shit a lil bit from the gurl cause they all know that me and trent are together so ya. Mr.Simms made a joke out of it he came up to me and said "hey i thought only seniors were spose to go on college visits" i said "what college visits?" he said ya well where did you go Hickie college?!?!" i laughed my ass off it was great, even the girls on the feild were laughing(BOTH TEAMS), the benches were too(BOTH TEAMS) it was great. Trent was at that game and he was messn wit me too. The one person who shouldnt be cause he did it was makeing fun of me , it was cute though : )
Tuesday was a freshman game and we played Triad(J.V played Galispie that night we didnt get to go cause of the freshman thing they won though along with V) and we lost 13 to 0
Wednessday we played Triad_J.V and wel lost (only 3 to 0 though) we did much better than V. though cause they lost 12 to 0 .
Today we were spose to play C.M(Bethalto) but almost an their everybody quit so we didnt get to (they only have 15 girls TOTAL.
so ya
Well today is a good day. I was ivnited to a prom after-party and i aint even go'n to prom so i am like really happy. Like all my friends want me to go to prom but i would have to be invited by a J.R or a S.R ((and i wasnt)kinda sucks cause i kinda wanted to go but Trent didnt ask me to go with him so too bad)(plus tickets stoped selling Wednessday anyway, i could have paid for my own ticket too but too bad) Well I aint saying that i am mad/sad that he didnt ask me(it would have been AWESOME) but you know it's just that it kinda makes me feel that he is like ashamed or embarassed of me(he dont tell anyone we are together and when they ask him he denies it)(not that thats a bad thing cause it really aint anyones buisness) and i already have low self esteam and that dont help nuttn. All my friends that are going out with a J.R or a S.R are going and so is Trent (with friends) and i would have kinda liked to go but you know what i dont really care cause i already have been told that i am going next year so (even if i dont nest year i got my JR and SR yr's to go). Back to what i was trying to say though i feel special cause Levi invited me to the after-party and only people that are going to prom are going (dont know if i am gonna go or not yet) so ya....
Well thats all i got for you right now so all'z i gots to say is live life to the fullest and dont have any regrets. g2g ttfn ttyl LYL : )
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Saturday
Well i got a myspace. I also got in trouble today. Ya its a long story.
I went over to Trent's today. We hung out for a while. We ate. I left to watch my lil bro and my day has gone to hell ever cence.
Well i aint got much to say today just that today hasnt been the best day ever.
Well g2g im on myspace talkn to kelly.
SAY YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE ALL ALREADY KNOW BOUT WHAT HAPPENED SO SAY YES!!!!!(LOL)
ttyl ttfn allz i gots to say is live life to the fullest with no regrets
I went over to Trent's today. We hung out for a while. We ate. I left to watch my lil bro and my day has gone to hell ever cence.
Well i aint got much to say today just that today hasnt been the best day ever.
Well g2g im on myspace talkn to kelly.
SAY YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE ALL ALREADY KNOW BOUT WHAT HAPPENED SO SAY YES!!!!!(LOL)
ttyl ttfn allz i gots to say is live life to the fullest with no regrets
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Thursday
Hey well today we were spose to have a game v.s Gillespie but they postponed it.
I get to get a myspace if i follow my parents rules with it and they are gonna check it and stuff but still.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY, TRISTIN, AND MATHEW.
Today Ryan kept try'n to grab kellys butt LOL (at lunch)(and give her birthday spank'n's). Trent took my hoodie and put it on (also) at lunch today when i went outside wit Lauren to call my mom bout what time to come and get me at school. It smelled like him till the end of 7th hr. Not that it smelled bad cause it didn't it smelled really good actually. Well the back story to that is; well you guys know me and him are together (and it will be 2 weeks tomorrow LOL); my friends (true friends) know we are too (how i really don't know if it was me i didn't mean to let them know but still) and well i told them to watch my stuff and (well they were to some extant) he was standing there with my hoodie on and they were watch'n him. I really dont care though cause its Trent but still. Well he did give it back cause i asked him to.
ok well i went over there today; we were hang'n out while my mom and his mom were hang'n out; and he told his bro trey that me and him were together; that is special cause we dont tell people they just find out and he TOLD his lil bro AWWWWW how sweet.
well my movie is starting so i g2g ttyl ttfn and all'z i gots to now it live life to the fullest and have no regrets.
I get to get a myspace if i follow my parents rules with it and they are gonna check it and stuff but still.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY, TRISTIN, AND MATHEW.
Today Ryan kept try'n to grab kellys butt LOL (at lunch)(and give her birthday spank'n's). Trent took my hoodie and put it on (also) at lunch today when i went outside wit Lauren to call my mom bout what time to come and get me at school. It smelled like him till the end of 7th hr. Not that it smelled bad cause it didn't it smelled really good actually. Well the back story to that is; well you guys know me and him are together (and it will be 2 weeks tomorrow LOL); my friends (true friends) know we are too (how i really don't know if it was me i didn't mean to let them know but still) and well i told them to watch my stuff and (well they were to some extant) he was standing there with my hoodie on and they were watch'n him. I really dont care though cause its Trent but still. Well he did give it back cause i asked him to.
ok well i went over there today; we were hang'n out while my mom and his mom were hang'n out; and he told his bro trey that me and him were together; that is special cause we dont tell people they just find out and he TOLD his lil bro AWWWWW how sweet.
well my movie is starting so i g2g ttyl ttfn and all'z i gots to now it live life to the fullest and have no regrets.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Wednesday
Hey so here is the run down we had a game yesterday and today, we lost both though.
Yesterday we played Carlinville and it was acually an ok game; still lost though.
Today we played Waterloo ( these games are J.V. by the way) and i had a really hard time; my chest hurt really bad today and i was having probs breathing. Also i twisted my anckle which really hurts now. The worst thing today was that we only had one sub and it wasnt a forward it was a fullback so none of us got to go out (us being fronts and mids) and if we would have had subs with the way I was feeling (feeling meaning my chest and my anckle and my face and my ribs)(mostly my chest) I would have taken my self out and you guys know that is not something i would do in a game. I would have today though.
By the way Kellykins it will be all good. This just shows you who you can trust with things like that (as you said). But still i do believe that you should give them at least one more chance to drop it and get over it; cept i am not you and i cant tell you what to do.
well i g2g i cant stay down stairs any more ttyl and live life to the fullest with no regrets.
Yesterday we played Carlinville and it was acually an ok game; still lost though.
Today we played Waterloo ( these games are J.V. by the way) and i had a really hard time; my chest hurt really bad today and i was having probs breathing. Also i twisted my anckle which really hurts now. The worst thing today was that we only had one sub and it wasnt a forward it was a fullback so none of us got to go out (us being fronts and mids) and if we would have had subs with the way I was feeling (feeling meaning my chest and my anckle and my face and my ribs)(mostly my chest) I would have taken my self out and you guys know that is not something i would do in a game. I would have today though.
By the way Kellykins it will be all good. This just shows you who you can trust with things like that (as you said). But still i do believe that you should give them at least one more chance to drop it and get over it; cept i am not you and i cant tell you what to do.
well i g2g i cant stay down stairs any more ttyl and live life to the fullest with no regrets.
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